i had a way then losing it ALL ON MY OWN.. SOMETIMES the truth wont make me happy..when i've given up when no matter what i do it's never good enough...i find myself lost and can't be returned..feels like an idiot, working my day around with foolish things. i nearly lost my mind trying to figure out a way to make YOU understand ME?".... maybe i was wrong been confused and LEAD ASTRAY....how am i gonna sleep when it feels so hurt?if YOU could read my mind YOU might see more of me that meets the eye,now im here in a sticky situation,got so trouble. i don't wanna think too hard but im sour. there are some questions that need some answers...what is it i'm really after?? ...something in me wants to fly away and leave the ground...if YOU could hear my THOUGHTS when no one's around then YOU"D understand my fear of being held down..I wanna explore the world around me DANCE under the stars above me and be FREE to make my own mistakes...but you are always be the greatest obstacle to my feelings and i cant step out.